Today was not my day I guess. The start of the day was pretty mundane (with an addition of new found Vinyasa poses! Love love love), had my usual shake.. you know the usuals. Office was quite OK before lunch, which was pretty bizarre given the fact that things would get out of hand the minute I stepped in.
Evening though, was very challenging. I mean I'm pretty good at handling issues, well sorta. But this time around I was brought right under the microscopic lens and also brought forward to the spotlight right there and then without solid evidence. All I could emote was WHAT?!?!WHEN?!?HOW?!?REALLY?!?!?!ISITME?!?!?.
Yup.
Went back to the office with this weird sunken feeling although I know it wasn't my fault. Everyone was chanting, and playing this sympathetic card on me, Are you OK?
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I decided to forget about it and have the longest laugh I had in awhile. Felt good.
Here's to hoping for a good tomorrow. ;)
Good night, ladies and gents.
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Sunday, May 26, 2013
1. A new start.
Well, flipping a new chapter.
Today, adik texted me that he's gonna be away for a week for a serious mountain hike. I told him this: If you are lost, read Nabi Nuh's doa and tawakkal.
I kind of reflect on my life after that, simply because, sometimes I really need to listen to my own advice and follow it through. How simple was that? If you are lost, get back to Allah and tawakkal. He knows best.
After all, whatever had happen these past few years are rare gems. I should be thankful and spin my perspective on life a little bit more. Worry-less and just, dive in.
Speaking of which, given the fact that I am building my career and struggling with (not so much) debt, I should keep an eye on how my expenses flow, shouldn't it be like that all the time? I'm not a big spender, heck look at my clothes - they all spells 2010 and late. But I spend A LOT on food. I might as well cut down on mindless binge and spend all that money to eat right.
Boss just texted in. On Sunday. What's new.
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In the meantime, this is what I hope for in June:
Today, adik texted me that he's gonna be away for a week for a serious mountain hike. I told him this: If you are lost, read Nabi Nuh's doa and tawakkal.
I kind of reflect on my life after that, simply because, sometimes I really need to listen to my own advice and follow it through. How simple was that? If you are lost, get back to Allah and tawakkal. He knows best.
After all, whatever had happen these past few years are rare gems. I should be thankful and spin my perspective on life a little bit more. Worry-less and just, dive in.
Speaking of which, given the fact that I am building my career and struggling with (not so much) debt, I should keep an eye on how my expenses flow, shouldn't it be like that all the time? I'm not a big spender, heck look at my clothes - they all spells 2010 and late. But I spend A LOT on food. I might as well cut down on mindless binge and spend all that money to eat right.
Boss just texted in. On Sunday. What's new.
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In the meantime, this is what I hope for in June:
- White trim for the house, DIY style. At least for our family hall.
- White doors.
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| (Source: here) Look how clean and bright this is. I can't wait to paint my walls in greige too. One step at a time. |
- At least 10% goes into my savings.
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